Bye Bye 10,000 words!

I just completed my dreadful 10,000 words assignment today =(

urmz.... had it ended with only 9094 words and hopefully doesn't get penalises for it =(

extremely drained and exhausted with late nights and strenuous attention on the PC......

my eyesight is deteriorating, really need to visit the optician soon before i renew my lenses =(

so many TO DO things held up cos of my ARGH assignment.....

anyways, i'm counting down to 2nd December!!!! Yippee!!!

The song that describes all. . . . . .

你没有想过我会说分手
也许太习惯我在你左右
虽然离开你有很多理由
可看见你这样惊讶也足够
你没有想过我会说分手
除非以为我甚么都忍受
就算你这时候努力挽留
不过是你不能接受我先走
我想得比你多
陪你一起更寂寞
我性格比你强
怎能做你的绵羊
我年纪比你小
不信快乐找不到
抬起头开了口
最后我比你骄傲
从此不坐你的牢
想不到你的好
记得和你的争吵
想到老可到老
可是和你做不到
如果你爱得比我少
至少我走得比你早
幸好我走的还早
轰轰烈烈地开口
最后我比你骄傲
从此不坐你的牢
想不到你的好
记得和你的争吵
想到老可到老
可是和你做不到
如果你爱得比我少
至少我走得比你早

Friends

Y esterday is just another memory;
O ne more day you made me laugh so hard I cried .
U nearthing what I thought he took when he left ;

C ouldn't have moved on without you by my side .
O n my grayest days you brighten up my world ,
L ike a rainbow piercing through a stormy sky .
O ften only you can keep me from falling ;
U nforgiving to the jerks who've made me cry .
R ealizing what's best for me much sooner ,

M uch easier than I can do on my own .
Y ou bring out the best in me even at my worst ..

W hat would I do if you left me all alone ?
O ne day we may be forced to part ; but if so ,
R emember all the nights we've spent together .
L aughing , crying .. Talking about everything ;
D ancing in memories we'll have forever

Recently . . .

It's so depressing when people are given a chance and yet abused it time and again =(

Encountered such an incident recently which is really blood-boiling.......

Maybe it's just the attitude and mentality that needs some adjustment.....

It's not that they can't do it, just that they DON'T WISH to do it *sigh*

I always believe " it takes many more lies to cover that one lie ".......

Why not just be honest with oneself and face up to it? Wouldn't life be happier this way?

The Fact

The fact is .........

When things happen, it happens for a reason......

It might be one's insensitivity that they can't see problems arising.... so once it happens, it is an impact to them.....

Da-ge once told me, Communication plays a critical role in relationships and it works in all relationships, but yet, he didn't realise that not all guys are as communicable as he is =(

Stephanie is outspoken, direct and tactless, these weaknesses appears to be traits too, occasionally..... at least feelings are shown and understood ......

I'm back onto my feet..... gotta just face it that NOT everyone accepts my kinda attitude.....

like i've said.....it's not a bad idea growing old alone.....taking each step at a time =)

10,000 words

Sigh......i shall not continue procrastinating my 10,000 words =(

today is already the 2nd of November and my deadline for submission is 22 days away......CRAP!

it's already the last module and i'm still sitting on this assignment.....

Gotta pull up my socks =( *gggrrrrrr* .....horrible =(

Reprioritise . . .

" as we get older, we reprioritise things in life "

It's always easier than done, but once a load is off the mind, many things begin running through it again =)

Words of concerned friends and colleagues kept lingering in my ears, giving me a feeling that i'm still a lucky girl =)

maybe just for this one point of my life, let me try to reprioritise things . . .for myself . . .

there's so many things to achieve and to be done all these while, just that there wasn't effort put into it . . .

what i have now is time, shall just slowly start working on all these TO DO stuff =)

Halloween Nite - 31 October 2008

Halloween Nite was fruitful =)

7pm - Dinner followed by Hair Salon with Shanshan & Chika

9pm - Window-shopping @ City Hall with Chika

10.15pm - Chillout @ Naumi Hotel with Wenwen & Chika
*surprise appearance by Tiffy & Sophia* lolx

12.00am - Headed for Laviva @ CHIJMES with Wenwen & Chika
- Tried Peach Sangria for the 1st time ;p *sweeeet*
*short meetup with Dominic Francis who coincidentally have just ended hosting for DHL Exel Supply Chain Regional Office D&D @ Shangri-La*

1.30am - 2.30am - Porridge @ Chinatown with Wenwen & Chika

Counting down to 02 December . . . . .

Another year older is another year wiser.......

Counting days down to 02 December . . . . . so excited and so mysterious ........

From now till then, will many many things take place that isn't within my control?

Will it be a better year ahead after my birthday??

Or should i ask......... anybody wants to know what's my wishlist ah? kekekeke......

Come on.....please ask me,ok?

i love my birthday, prezzies and many many surprises! Hahaha!

34 more days to 02 December =)

*Sigh*

Boss Winata said i know my answers best.....and said to follow my heart ......

will it realli work? it did struck me that i'll be happier following my heart...... but........

will everyone spare me from answering those questions that i don't wish to answer?

当一切以成了一种责任，该如何走下去呢？

These Few Weeks

Ha...... Stephie have been losing appetite, losing sleep, losing the mood to do everything except WORK......

At work, everyone calls me Polar Bear, cos i'm not afraid of the 17deg aircon blowing profusely in my direction, but recently, i'm complaining the coldness of 20deg...... sigh.....something is really wrong with me......

Had fish soup today and PP asked if i'm on diet and getting ready to fit myself in the wedding gown ..... *faint* ..... and without hesitation, my answer was " i dun think anyone would get to attend my wedding at all, cos i dun intend to settle down ultimately. i'm happy with singlehood ....."

Some might say i'll get lonely if i am left on the shelf till old........ but to me, i guess it's a blessing for those whom managed to let go living life with me.......

i'm not perfect, but i just have expectations of myself and my future.....

Maybe i'm just a difficult girl........

20 October'08 - 26 October'08

21 October 2008

Pauline & Chika's birthday lunch and birthday gift presentation ;p

And as usual, HR's signature pose =)

* The Sweeties Seven *

24 October 2008

Ah Liu's birthday celebration Azur Restaurant - Crowne Plaza @ Changi Airport Terminal 3

The usual few of us from Heritage Exel Finance =) friendship staying strong =)

26 October 2008

Cedar Primary - 20 Wonderful Years of Friendship gathering @ Avon Park

We managed to even get Mrs Ban, our form teacher in Pr5 & Pr6 to join us for this gathering!

The group of us who made this gathering possible =)

With head prefects taking the front with Mrs Ban . . . . .

and the Four of us with complete 20 long years of friendship (1988 - 2008)

Zhichao - Stephie - Angela - Vera

Many many more years of friendship to come! =)

會呼吸的痛

在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

Saturday Nite

Supposed to be clubbing nite @ DBL O .......

Planners backed out and just nice, i am still tired from last late nite ..........

in the end, it's mcdelivery for dinner and to work on the birthday presents for the rest of tonite =D

as usual, i'm procrastinating my 10,000 words again =(

Can someone just wake me up and start on my assignment ???? keke......

Friday Nite

Enjoyable nite @ The Pump Room despite the expensive drinks . . . .

Then it was interesting 'knock-door' in the Ladies toilet outside Indochine.

haha.....within 30mins in the toilet.................. spotted my cousy - Pearlyn ...... and most amazingly, Michelle Ma from Luxasia............ oh my god lor........

to end the night .... was something really sweet ............ " hope to see u soon " ......... =)

Free Bus Ride to Work >.<

hahaha...... my bus 45 was 45mins late yesterday morning which got me late for work and only reached office at 9.20am ......

This morning! I boarded my bus 45 at 8.30am and the ez-link tap machine was covered with an ' Out of Order ' casing!!! that means............... my busride to work is free!!!! Yeahhhh!!!!

haha.....that's compensation for creating my lateness yesterday! kekeke.....

super motivated to work this morning cos of the free busride.....

i do have too simple pleasures, isn't it ;p

Nightmare starts tomorrow - 13 October'08

Sobz....my 10,000 words assignment nightmare starts tomorrow =(

Monday classes from 7pm to 10pm =(

i'm freaking out!!!!!

Arghhhhh!!!!!

I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to get you but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love (love)
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch on closer dear
And i will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
this is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
Please don't, please don't, please don't
There's no need to complicate
Cause our time is short
This is out fate, I'm yours

Back to work after Genting

Well ...... more or less foresee what i would encounter back to office after my leave ........

Just see what they have done to my entire desk =(

thanks to Chika, Wenwen, Shanshan and Junez.....

Look how happy and hardworking they are at DESIGNING my desk huh? :s

Genting & KL Trip with Mindy

30 Sep

Last day was last minute shopping here and there.....hahah

a little cam-whoring also ;p

well......that's the end of the short and challenging i had with Mindy =D

till then....maybe another challenging trip awaits us *lolx*