Thank You 2008

before i don't have the time to login to blog . . . . . .

these are my 'thank yous' for 2008 =)

greatest thanks to :-

- company of playful colleagues that made my working life alot more interesting

- the wonderful gifts i have received for my birthday this year

- the pamperings i got from everyone at home especially Fiffy

- those whom have put up with my nonsenses

- the gatherings which have been organised to catch up with Heritage Exel colleagues

- Mindy, for losing her 'virgin trip' and virgin Marche visit' to me *rolleyes*

- Standard Chartered Run where i could prove myself still healthy after 10years of not exercising ;p

the list continues to those I have not thanked much enough =)

though Year 2008 isn't as smooth sailing as i thought, but hopefully Year 2009 would be a better one with more surprises =)

Till then, Stephie's bloggie shall see you in Year 2009!

** Marina Bay Countdown 2009 **

Stephie will be going for The Marina Bay Singapore Countdown on New Year's Eve!

Initially, the news announced that countdown at The Float has been cancelled.

And i thought *duh* there goes my New Year's Eve programme =.=

BUT THEN....... I just called up Sistic to make a clarification.......................

and they told me, ACTUALLY, it's the Party @ The Float AFTER the countdown that is cancelled and NOT the countdown programme! hehehehe.....that means...... MY NEW YEAR EVE PROGRAMME IS STILL ON!!!! Yippees >.<

I'm so looking forward to the dazzling fireworx at midnite - 01.01.2009!

Blogger is Back >.<

hehe..... Stephanie have MIA-ed for quite sometime ;p

Been having birthday makans and Christmas shoppings and family bondings and friends gatherings blah blah blah ......

now i'm back! to wrap up for the Year of 2008 =)

stay tuned for my blog posts! >.<

Standard Chartered Race Tracking!

hahaha....this is sooooooo interesting! Now i understand what the race Championchip attached to our shoes are for...... tracking our race routes! Woohoo!

That's what they derived from my Championchip!

hahah......this is soooooo coooool!

Busy December >.<

it's busy busy month for Steph!

cos it's birthday month, bonus payout month and meetup month ;p

01 December - Birthday dinner with Kath

02 December - Birthday Outing @ Singapore Flyer with Tiffy

04 December - Standard Chartered Run Race Entry Pack Collection

05 December - Chilli Tequila date with my Dept >.<

07 December - Standard Chartered Marathon 2008

10 December - Birthday Dinner with Eve & Buddies

11 Decemeber - Birthday Dinner with BieBie Tan

13 December - Hairdo Appointment together with Shan & Junez

18 December - Heritage Exel Finance Gathering @ Airport T3

19 December - Irene's Wedding @ Noble House

25 December - Christmas Homemade Dinner >.<

** Hey Minz! When is your slot then ah? kekeke.......

Standard Chartered Marathon 2008

Been MIA-ing for a while =D

Biebie Tan, my blog supporter, here i am, back on track ;p

Went for Standard Chartered 10km Marathon today ;p Miraculously completed the race in 1.5 hours!

Haha! Hopefully i got the timing right ;p i'm amazed at myself that I could complete it so soon!

kekee......was telling Tiffy that we should go for the 21km Run next year!......it'll be sooooooooooo interesting and challenging =)

Checkout some of pics @

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=71415&l=47293&id=734184055

Bye Bye 10,000 words!

I just completed my dreadful 10,000 words assignment today =(

urmz.... had it ended with only 9094 words and hopefully doesn't get penalises for it =(

extremely drained and exhausted with late nights and strenuous attention on the PC......

my eyesight is deteriorating, really need to visit the optician soon before i renew my lenses =(

so many TO DO things held up cos of my ARGH assignment.....

anyways, i'm counting down to 2nd December!!!! Yippee!!!

The song that describes all. . . . . .

你没有想过我会说分手
也许太习惯我在你左右
虽然离开你有很多理由
可看见你这样惊讶也足够
你没有想过我会说分手
除非以为我甚么都忍受
就算你这时候努力挽留
不过是你不能接受我先走
我想得比你多
陪你一起更寂寞
我性格比你强
怎能做你的绵羊
我年纪比你小
不信快乐找不到
抬起头开了口
最后我比你骄傲
从此不坐你的牢
想不到你的好
记得和你的争吵
想到老可到老
可是和你做不到
如果你爱得比我少
至少我走得比你早
幸好我走的还早
轰轰烈烈地开口
最后我比你骄傲
从此不坐你的牢
想不到你的好
记得和你的争吵
想到老可到老
可是和你做不到
如果你爱得比我少
至少我走得比你早

Friends

Y esterday is just another memory;
O ne more day you made me laugh so hard I cried .
U nearthing what I thought he took when he left ;

C ouldn't have moved on without you by my side .
O n my grayest days you brighten up my world ,
L ike a rainbow piercing through a stormy sky .
O ften only you can keep me from falling ;
U nforgiving to the jerks who've made me cry .
R ealizing what's best for me much sooner ,

M uch easier than I can do on my own .
Y ou bring out the best in me even at my worst ..

W hat would I do if you left me all alone ?
O ne day we may be forced to part ; but if so ,
R emember all the nights we've spent together .
L aughing , crying .. Talking about everything ;
D ancing in memories we'll have forever

Recently . . .

It's so depressing when people are given a chance and yet abused it time and again =(

Encountered such an incident recently which is really blood-boiling.......

Maybe it's just the attitude and mentality that needs some adjustment.....

It's not that they can't do it, just that they DON'T WISH to do it *sigh*

I always believe " it takes many more lies to cover that one lie ".......

Why not just be honest with oneself and face up to it? Wouldn't life be happier this way?

The Fact

The fact is .........

When things happen, it happens for a reason......

It might be one's insensitivity that they can't see problems arising.... so once it happens, it is an impact to them.....

Da-ge once told me, Communication plays a critical role in relationships and it works in all relationships, but yet, he didn't realise that not all guys are as communicable as he is =(

Stephanie is outspoken, direct and tactless, these weaknesses appears to be traits too, occasionally..... at least feelings are shown and understood ......

I'm back onto my feet..... gotta just face it that NOT everyone accepts my kinda attitude.....

like i've said.....it's not a bad idea growing old alone.....taking each step at a time =)

10,000 words

Sigh......i shall not continue procrastinating my 10,000 words =(

today is already the 2nd of November and my deadline for submission is 22 days away......CRAP!

it's already the last module and i'm still sitting on this assignment.....

Gotta pull up my socks =( *gggrrrrrr* .....horrible =(

Reprioritise . . .

" as we get older, we reprioritise things in life "

It's always easier than done, but once a load is off the mind, many things begin running through it again =)

Words of concerned friends and colleagues kept lingering in my ears, giving me a feeling that i'm still a lucky girl =)

maybe just for this one point of my life, let me try to reprioritise things . . .for myself . . .

there's so many things to achieve and to be done all these while, just that there wasn't effort put into it . . .

what i have now is time, shall just slowly start working on all these TO DO stuff =)

Halloween Nite - 31 October 2008

Halloween Nite was fruitful =)

7pm - Dinner followed by Hair Salon with Shanshan & Chika

9pm - Window-shopping @ City Hall with Chika

10.15pm - Chillout @ Naumi Hotel with Wenwen & Chika
*surprise appearance by Tiffy & Sophia* lolx

12.00am - Headed for Laviva @ CHIJMES with Wenwen & Chika
- Tried Peach Sangria for the 1st time ;p *sweeeet*
*short meetup with Dominic Francis who coincidentally have just ended hosting for DHL Exel Supply Chain Regional Office D&D @ Shangri-La*

1.30am - 2.30am - Porridge @ Chinatown with Wenwen & Chika

Counting down to 02 December . . . . .

Another year older is another year wiser.......

Counting days down to 02 December . . . . . so excited and so mysterious ........

From now till then, will many many things take place that isn't within my control?

Will it be a better year ahead after my birthday??

Or should i ask......... anybody wants to know what's my wishlist ah? kekekeke......

Come on.....please ask me,ok?

i love my birthday, prezzies and many many surprises! Hahaha!

34 more days to 02 December =)

*Sigh*

Boss Winata said i know my answers best.....and said to follow my heart ......

will it realli work? it did struck me that i'll be happier following my heart...... but........

will everyone spare me from answering those questions that i don't wish to answer?

当一切以成了一种责任，该如何走下去呢？

These Few Weeks

Ha...... Stephie have been losing appetite, losing sleep, losing the mood to do everything except WORK......

At work, everyone calls me Polar Bear, cos i'm not afraid of the 17deg aircon blowing profusely in my direction, but recently, i'm complaining the coldness of 20deg...... sigh.....something is really wrong with me......

Had fish soup today and PP asked if i'm on diet and getting ready to fit myself in the wedding gown ..... *faint* ..... and without hesitation, my answer was " i dun think anyone would get to attend my wedding at all, cos i dun intend to settle down ultimately. i'm happy with singlehood ....."

Some might say i'll get lonely if i am left on the shelf till old........ but to me, i guess it's a blessing for those whom managed to let go living life with me.......

i'm not perfect, but i just have expectations of myself and my future.....

Maybe i'm just a difficult girl........

20 October'08 - 26 October'08

21 October 2008

Pauline & Chika's birthday lunch and birthday gift presentation ;p

And as usual, HR's signature pose =)

* The Sweeties Seven *

24 October 2008

Ah Liu's birthday celebration Azur Restaurant - Crowne Plaza @ Changi Airport Terminal 3

The usual few of us from Heritage Exel Finance =) friendship staying strong =)

26 October 2008

Cedar Primary - 20 Wonderful Years of Friendship gathering @ Avon Park

We managed to even get Mrs Ban, our form teacher in Pr5 & Pr6 to join us for this gathering!

The group of us who made this gathering possible =)

With head prefects taking the front with Mrs Ban . . . . .

and the Four of us with complete 20 long years of friendship (1988 - 2008)

Zhichao - Stephie - Angela - Vera

Many many more years of friendship to come! =)

會呼吸的痛

在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

Saturday Nite

Supposed to be clubbing nite @ DBL O .......

Planners backed out and just nice, i am still tired from last late nite ..........

in the end, it's mcdelivery for dinner and to work on the birthday presents for the rest of tonite =D

as usual, i'm procrastinating my 10,000 words again =(

Can someone just wake me up and start on my assignment ???? keke......